Kaisha

Wow... i cannot believe how long it has been sicne i've writen in my lj...but have no fear, i am back. So anyways i guess this will be a pretty long entry, since i havent been to update this in so long. Well all has been not too bad, but man do i wish i still have last semester.....im stuck with bio, chem, math and french...and boy am i gonna be screwed as far as an average for the end of the year. But enough about school and more about friends...Two nights ago it was KINGSVILLE GAME, CHINESE BUFFET AND BOWLING WITH FRIENDS and man was that fun. It was kinda a lil get together for nicole to get her out to have fun with all of us before her flight to Spain the next day. Oh man so many laughs, and so many wonderfull bowling styles. Like stephane who decided just to throw the ball (chest passing it) down the alley. And then u have the effed up lanes that decided to give me a strike when i still had one pin up...but hey im not complaining. All in all it was a great night, but towards the end i started to realize that i would be one of the last times i got to see nicole before she left and that made me kinda sad. But yeah, then i went home and slept and got up the next morning for "school". This finally brings me to yesterday's events.......HOLY SHIT WAS YESTERDAY AMAZING.......well in most part. Yesterday was the winter carnaval for our school, but unfortunatly it was also the departure of our dear friend nicole prieur. Man i can't believe she is gone for a whole three monthes. But yeah, in the morning a "select few" of us took the bus to school...and from there we left to Denika's house to hang out and have breakfast before we went to say bye to Nicole. Too bad i was sleeping all the way through breakfast. But i found out a few things that i missed out on ....apparently Denika's dogs can talk to Ste (yes he very well might be on crack). At around 11:40ish we all piled back into Nick's car (Me Denika Ste Adam and Nick) to go say a last goodbye to miss nicola at the holiday inn. We got there a bit early and ste had the idea that he wanted to kill the room service girl to take her tray and eat the food....too bad she pretty much heard it all and gave us one hell of a dirty look. When our Spanish Exchanger got there we took a few pictures, and then we had to leave to let cocoa have a few last minutes with her family...and man was that ever hard. Too bad i was the only one that cried...so far. I just kinda hope that not too many ppl cry on monday when they realize that nicole won't be there. I think its just gonna be an all in all awkward week for all of us who are close to Nicole. And so, after we left the hotel nick *and his crazy driving* brought us to denika's house . Man did we ever have fun. It could have been funner if we had shaved Ste's legs, but although we didn't get to do that ....we did get one hell of a strip tease. And none other then the flamming homosexual *Adam Tudor* was the camera man. So yeah we had adam film while ste stripped and we put 20's down his pants hahah ... it deffinatly took our minda off of nicol's leaving....for a bit. We then found out that although shaving Ste didn't happen....Adam shaved his entire body (for swimming)....but that doenst make him gay....oh no...not one bit HAHAHAAHHAH. Hmm maybe one day Nick's legs will get the shaving......WOW NOW THAT WOULD BE A HELL OF ALOT OF WORK. But anyways, we deffinatly had sum good times at Denika's (and we need to do it again). From there we all got back into the car and made our way to courtney's house. Wow did we have sum good times there . There was movie watching...pizza eating.... trampoline bounding....more movie watching....some greathide-n-go seek in the dark....and finally i had to leave. STUPID MIDNIGHTS. Oh wait...let's not forget how we all stood out at the corner of Courtney's driveway and waited IN THE FREEZING EFFIN COLD forf Chris to come pick me up...(such wonderful friends i have) But yea, chris got there, piked me up, nick kissed him( yes kissed him....on the cheek) and i got in the car, and we left. All in all there was about 11 hours we all spent together. U'd think we would have gotten sick of eachother but, personally, i can't wait to do it again. w00t w00t.....But all i know is that was the highlight of my day, chilling with the friends. Midnights kinda sucked, because i was sick as shit and i threw up twice...but all in all I LOVE MY FRIENDS. Anyways im getting tired of writting so i will let this be the end of my first entry in ages......talk to u all later, buhbyes xoxxoxox

P.S. If Nicole reads this : I miss u alreay my darling and i can't wait till the day u come back. Love you girl!

hey hey to all so hmm ...im deffinately at work right now and there is fuck all to do .....yeyy...im getting payed a dollar more to sit here and do FUCKING NOTHING..... man do i luv it ....so anyways what i new with all you readers...anything interessting...man i deffinatly cant wait for semi....less then one week....hmm maybe i should think about getting my hair done...........no ill wait till the last minute...hahah ...so anywho im bored...and writtign is deffinatly not the funnest thing to do so i will be leaving you all now ..just thoguht to say a quick hello....so i am off...buhbyes to all
xoxoxoxo

love always kaisha

Hi to all.....it is indeed thursday and i got home from volleyball tonight (ZONKS) was i ever tired. But the good news is i think i can officially jump 8 feet off the ground...thats right tonight's practice we played on the senior guys hight of net. (to all the senior guys volleyball team......MAD PROPS...) I can walk underneath it only having to duck a bit....and reaching over the top for blocks.....HELLLLLLL NO!!!.....but i am sure that all this extreme practice will pay off when we play our first game. ( the funny thing is that we haven't even started the season and im already this pumped to play) DIE HARD VOLLEYBALL PLAYER RIGHT HERE....heheh. Well in other news, i found out at school that i am infact not failing physics miserably, as i thought i would be, but infact im averaging a great mark. Go me! This news was deffinatly the highlight of my day. So in other news ( for those of you who go to lajeunesse) the school is taking part in the bowl-a-thon, at rose bowl on Saturday, November 19th for all of those who are interessted. It shall be fun times!!.....A 20$ pledge (minimum) is required and for further details you can talk to Mr Dan Gallana...he has all the pledge papers. If interessted, there is a 20 person limit, so hurry in before it's too late. ( wow i am officially a spokes person for my school...hahaha).

Speaking of school, i officially love Elisa, she deffinatly made my week when she decided to learn a bit of Jenee's dance moves...Spain watch out for miss thang when she comes home from good ol Canada. Lets just say with Deana and Jenee teaching the moves it was a booty poppin' good time in the caff tonight...hahahaha

Well all the booty poppin' aside... i have to say that life in the short world I live in is not looking so bad. And finally the friends who are true friends have made it clear to me. Others...(u know who you are)i will be glad to stay away from. I meen i wouldnt want to say anything immature (that isn't even directed at them)and have them get mad at me...God forbid that! And yess i am aware that the pervious statement was infact immature, but that's okay, cuz everyone is allowed an occasional immature moment :) So as the true friends stand out and the ass holes are left behind, on to the next topic of conversation...

I have noticed that i am not the only one to whom life is treating well. There are so many ppl who are happy... (unless they are all miserable and i just havent caught on to it all yet... :\ ) Congrats to a new coupld Miss Denika and Mr Ryan who have officially made it past the first cut-throat week of their relationship, you indeed look cute. And to all others out there who have that special someone by their sides, i congradulate you all too. But on that happy ending note i think i will get back to my homework (yess procrastination wins again)....So until next time pals, good luck with everything.

Love you all
Kaisha
xoxox

p.s. Tonight has indeed been a happy night, hence all the positive things written in this entry...let us hope the will continue for a while.....i like being in a good mood. As a wise friend once told me ( love that clichée)..." life is too short to waste being miserable, dont let yourself get down " <--- words to live by from Mr Nicolas Seguin...i heeart u man...lool.....Bye now to all!! =)

Well well, Hello to all ...it has indeed been a lonng time. I have missed writting in my lj thats forsure..lool Stupid work is deffinatly all that my life consists of these days. Its like i sit at school for hours on end, get home, do a lil hw, n then have to go to work till late...n then its off to bed...man its rough....but meh i guess making money is all worth it ...too bad im NOT making any money at all...i keep spending it...AND ITS REALLY BAD...but o well sumtimes a girl's gotta go shopping..heheh. So anyways what is new with me? well how kind of u to ask haha Not too much is new just been working as u can tell by the comments made above....other then that just speding time with the sister and going out with the b/f on the occasion. But i deffinatly have had alot of time to think about shit thats been going on with mon life and ive coem to realize ......im jsut as lost as i had hoped never to be. (if that makes any sence) I meen i think i kno whats going on n then all of a sudden shit changes..n then im left unsure AGAIN. ive come to realize that when shit goes wrong for u ....no need to worrie cuz everything is already planned out for u and whats ment to happen will happen. But i thought i had more to write....apparently not..lool so thats my inspirational thoguht of the day..lool ill talk to u all later...buhbyes and until next time

love you all
Kaisha

Hey to all, hmm so i guess the question is what's on my mind? Well ill tell ya. Summer is one hell of a long time to b away from friends...but i suppose its something that has been long needed, some time away from all the drama. With the time away from all the bullshit that happens at school, I've had the time to get to know a bunch of new ppl (from work since i spend most of my time there anyways, hehe) I guess you could say that not only have i begun to enjoy my time away from school but ive taken the time to sort through a bunch of stuff... For example i remember writting an entry about how ppl needed to stop judging others and needed to stop talking shit...with that entry i got many comments on how hypocritical it was of me. Sure i talked shit about people, possibly more then many others, but seeing to what extent it had reached i realized how childish it was...hence why i wrote cet entry. I wrote it because i knew what i had been doing was only making the problems worse. Its in human nature to be jelous and to talk about others from time to time...sure sometimes things may slip up, but it doesnt meen that u dont know what you're doing is wrong. All u can do is try and watch what u say about others. Its not being hypocritical, its realizing human error. I've also come to realize that there is no point in holding childish grudges towards those you're close with. It's soon gonna be a new year, let all the stupid shit go and start over. Give people a second chance and u will really begin seeing how much they really meen to you. I've also learned one thing in particular...the people who care about you the most are going to be the ones who give u the hardest time. Don't waste your time beeing mad at them...stop for a minute and think of why they are beeing so tough on you...chances are it's because they care about you. This entry is the first since i came home from New Brunswick and while i was gone, and since ive come home, i've had alot of time to think...and the last thing i wanna say is the following: Life is to short to waste the time beeing mad....and so with that i tell you all...... GO OUT AND ENJOY THE SUMMER...hang with friends, family and loved ones......u have the time to sort through anything that's bothering you so why not start now....From personal experience i tell u ....... ITS WORTH IT. Well until next time, hope ya enjoyed reasing my entry....seeya xox

Kaisha

Well hello to everyone... hmm so i just hope i have enough people who read my entries at this point because im kinda in a pickle about sumthing (hehe pickle)...see i have a close friend....i meen real close, and she is kind of starting to scare me with sum of the things she does. She is out eery night getting drunk, getting high, and god knows what else...Alright so i kind of lied to u....but its not easy to admit sumthing like that about a relative...especially your yonger sister. Shes only going into grade 9 and im scared that if she keeps up with the things shes doing she wont get far in life at all. The hardest thing about all of this is that i feel like i cant tell anyone who might be able to help her because im affraid for her to loose all trust in me. I meen she looks up to me..im her big sister and if i rat her out, me, the only person she truly trusts. what does that say about me....i love her she is someone really close to me and i would hate to have anything happen to her. And so what am i to do..do i sit back n pray that she makes the right choice...or do i tell someone who will get her help and risk everything me and her have as sisters. Its killing me that i dont kno what to do so please can anyone help me out.....what am i to do..do i put our close sisters-relationship on the line or do i wait it out. All i want is whats best for her, but im just so unsure of what that is right now...PLEASE HELP SUMONE....

So i guess something was brought to my attention tonight... the things u do in life, really do stick with u for a LONG ASS TIME. the things you do, and the ppl u choose to hang around with as well as the things u choose to do..these will always be thigns that will stick with . If u make one stupid mistake...that a few ppl find out about...be ready for the fact that that truth will spread abotu and EVERYONE will find out about it. The people u thought wouldnt kno, are among the first to find out... and the closest of friends will be some of the firsts to talk about u behind your back. I guess what is to be said is the following. Sure we all make mistakes, and do things we regret, but never let it be too late to try n make things the way they should be. Sure u might have to convince a bunch of ppl..but with time, things should get better, if they are ment to. And if u have made a mistake that, even you kno will stick with u for life, try the best u can to learn from it..and bare with the things ppl say about u. You are in conrol of everything u do and or say, so watch out for yourself, and make wise choices... I speak frum experience, dont let the ppl u care about have a change of heart for u becuz of sumthign stupid u've done. Just watch what u do...because, as previously mentioned, EVERYTHING you do WILL come back to bite u in the ass..... DONT MAKE CHOICES THAT UR GONNA REGRET....its not worth the losses....so hmm thats all for today, buhbyes n until next time
xoxox

Hello to all, yess indeed it is my second livejournal entry.... w00t w00t....haha. Soo hmm what to talk about today. Well how about i just start writting about randoms and we will see where that takes me ..ahaha So summer sucks when all u do is work. But i guess it wont be so bad when i finally go to N.B. Get away frum all the bullshit ...and the SMOG..hehehe So summer hasnt been all that i had expected so far, sicne all i've been doing is working. But im sure it will get better. There's one problem I am gonna have to leave all my close friends for 2 weeks while im gone. So that meens Denika, Courtney, Ste, Ninos, Nick, Sante,Adam, Nicole P, Carly, Mimo, Tc, Cassie.....and many more, i wont get to see any of u ....man im gonna be lonly. So, im deffinatly gonna make friends in N.B. ....the damn lobsters will be all that i've got hahaha. Well all i kno is that sumone better have a party soon, cuz a whole summer, not seeing any friends, kinda sucks.....so sumone *hint hint* Courtney...needs to have a party :) So i guess im just in a mood to talk about nothing...what a waste of time. Man if anyone comments on this entry, give me subjects for futur writtings, and also....dont mind the fact that im a little on the odd side with this entry heheh . Well once again, im off to get readt for work, so i will be talking to u allz later...buhbyes....and until next time =)

Well well well.....this is indeed my first live journal and i must start by saying go mee....haha. But anyways, i gotta say something else right off the bat. People are all fucking stupid when it comes to minding their own buisness. I meen honestly. People spend whole lives worrying about the shit people talk about them. And those of you who talk all the shit, you are no better. U talk about how the ppl u talk about have no lives, and that they are so dumb. YOU ARE THE ONES WRITTING ABOUT THEM AND TALKING ABOUT HOW STUPID THEY ARE. Don't u think its a waist of ur time? I sure as hell would. Don't get the wrong impression about my entry. It is not at all to defend those who talk shit and make others lives miserable. But i have no sympathy what so ever for those who get talked about......why the fuck do u let yourselves get talked about. Have sum balls, stand up for yourselves.....i meen how do u expect people to stop talking shit about you if u don't show them up. Speaking from experience, i kno what it's like to have ppl who are very close to u talk shit about u. Sure it fuckin suxs....but the more u let it get to u the move it will piss u off. Man ur in high schoool, sure were ALL going to do stupid shit. There isnt one person who can avoid doing sumthing they will regret. But thats the whole point of h/s.....make sutpid fuck ups so u dont make them later on in life. This is the last thing i have to say ....EVERYONE IS FUCKING STUPID IF THEY ARE GOING TO LET THEIR LIVES BE RUINED BY DUMB ASS REMARKS PPL MAKE....AND UR EVEN MORE STUPID IF U WAIST UR TIME TALKING ABOUT PPL.....GROW THE FUCK UP AND EVERYONE STOP TALKING SHIT. ..... That is all for today :)......man i feel better....hehe